Sadhbh's Weekly Breakdown

So…. Its week 5…how did that happen?!

I know I say this a lot, but how did that happen?!

Over the last week, things have really gotten to me. Not only am I dealing with a lot of personal and medical stuff, but because of all this, I feel like I’m starting to get overwhelmed again. I was very stressed and overwhelmed last term. I was out of education for so long I felt like I could barely function. When I came back for this term, I was way more excited for the modules. As I’m more interested in editing and publishing as a career, I was raring to go. But with illness and such, I feel like it all went from 0-100 in less than two weeks. The usual Sadhbh stupidity has kicked in and I can’t understand or process anything. When we had the HTML lab Monday morning with Kathryn, the brightness from the screen made me too nauseas to properly participate.

When I went to my English tutorial, I felt a bit better. I’m nearly the only person not afraid to speak. We finally met our proper tutor; Iva and she seems nice. After I spoke a few times, she’d look around trying to get someone else to answer. I always feel bad for lecturers who can’t get any reaction out of their students who are always on their phones, hungover or are just so braindead and uninterested even though they are a much-coveted position with their education opportunities.

But look, tomorrow is another day, and there’s still half the term to get through. So maybe I can put on my Big Girl Pants and just trudge through. Maybe? Somehow?

At least this evening I have Tea Soc to go to. We’re decorating mugs tonight with Craft Soc! It could go very well or very bad….