Sadhbh's Weekly Breakdown

So, thinks may have escalated since last week….

Okay they escalated a lot!!! We are now absolutely and totally screwed academically. Well, I feel I am because I can barely use a computer never mind use one to help get my degree with no other teachings!

Although, we did have a live class for Radio Journalism with Audrey…. It was awkward to say the least…. I again, was one of the few willing to ask questions. Though I wonder, am I the only one willing to ask and answer questions or am I the only one not understanding the material? Either way, I have to. I am a mature student. I am too long in the tooth to not be participating.

I seem to have this “block” on doing my work when I’m on my own. It’s not even the help, I think it’s just having bodies around me. Even when I’m in the library, it’s very comforting to be around other people who are also working, even if I am the least productive person there.

I’m just completely at a loss with everything in my life.

Sure maybe SUSI will just mess up my tuition and I won’t have to go back next year.

Or maybe the corona virus will just take us all out and none of us will have to go back?

I don’t know how I’m supposed to do all my work. I have to record audio that I don’t know how to send, I have to edit audio that I don’t don’t how to find on software I don’t know how to use. I have to read a play and write an essay on it, which I did back in 2013, because I’m old.

After that, I don’t even know!

I’m just gonna go!

Wash your hands!!!!